Why Isn't THIS Song On iTunes?!

I'm not 100% sure, but I believe these are the lyrics.  I couldn't find them anywhere but one YouTube video, that appeared to have several of them wrong.  Pulled out my old 80's skill for deciphering lyrics from songs to get these:

Dark Angel - Megan McCauley

Nothing's a lie
when it's pretend or just a dream
Unexpecting mirrors make the dark
more than it seems
I keep on searching
for non-existent traces
Losing grip of one last hope
and all familiar places

I've been trying too long to surface
through all the rain
To keep my self from drowning
in the pourin' pain
When everything sent to help
just seems to disappear
It all just holds me down
and makes me drown in every tear
I feel two eyes standing near
and I know there's a...

Dark angel watching over me
I can see her in every tear I weep
She's the uninvited entity
that made me so numb
to the feeling of hell closing in

She's made it so wrong for me
to get along with my own mind
Now I can't trust the only place
that owns the dust and blood of time
No matter how I scream and fight
it never seems to end
But somehow with the lie
the truth just seems to bend
And I hear the screaming of a...

Dark angel watching over me
I can see her in every tear I weep
She's the uninvited entity
that made me so numb
to the feeling of hell closing in

My eyes are closed and I can't see
this dark angel standing next to me
as my reality suspends
I can't seem to find
anything that won't remind me
how she's become my own reflection

Dark angel watching over me
I can see her in every tear I weep
She's the uninvited entity
that made me so numb
to the feeling of hell closing in

My eyes are closed and I can't see
this dark angel standing next to me
as my reality suspends
I can't seem to find
anything that won't remind me
how she's become my own reflection

Dark angel watching over me