A Bit Depressed Today

It was supposed to be my day off.  Instead, I got called to work, because someone else didn't plan ahead, and has now taken a task up through management to get done ASAP.  This was supposed to be time with family, but instead, I'm home alone working, while they are out doing what we had originally planned to do today.  I couldn't punish them because of my job!  I'm tired of having to put my family second to my job, but I don't know what else I can do.  I don't want to put my husband under the stress of being the sole income, and us not being able to make bills, so I can't just quit. 

I cried most of the morning, and couldn't sleep most of the night (found out about the work after we got home from the concert yesterday).  I'm weary...I'm spent...I'm tired.

TSO Concert Today!!!

Nuf Said!!!!

Always Beside Me

When I'm down...You are always beside me.

When I'm weary...You are always beside me.

When I feel alone...You are always beside me.

When I feel no one is there...You are always beside me.

Therefore, I will always save a seat next to me

For You...right there beside me!

Need To Stay Awake!

I think all the craziness has finally taken its toll on me.  I find myself fighting to stay awake the last couple of days, even after a night of sleep.  I know I haven't been exercising enough or eating right, and I'm sure that is the primary cause for it all.  I'm trying to get back into the old routine this week, but so far feel like I'm failing miserably!

Broken

I am broken...

Broken at the feet of God

All my hurts I lay before Him

All my failures, He knows

Like a potter, He mends me

He makes me whole

He makes me new

I am reborn!

Hate Me

Hate me...

   Hate me because I love
   Hate me because I dream

Hate me...

   Hate me because I have faith
   Hate me because I believe

Hate me...

   Hate me for my God
   Hate me for my Savior

Go ahead...hate me
   Hate ME...but remember He loves you
   Even if you hate Him!

***Saw this picture today when I was looking through wallpapers, and the words just suddenly rushed upon me.

I Know It's Sad

As much as I enjoy the smell and sounds of the holidays (cinnamon, TSO and Celtic Christmas music, etc.), I am finding that I can't wait for the season to be over!  How is that 1 day can cause your whole month to be so stressful!  Kids programs, adult performances, buying gifts, etc...and unfortunately, we have other non-Christmas related load on us as well.  I'm going to need a vacation after the holidays simply to recover!

Now, if we were to really get some snow....that may de-stress me a bit.

So, They Say It May Snow...

Hmmm...think they are just getting my hopes up...those nasty weather people!!!  In any case, I'm still doing my snow dance.  Here is to tomorrow being a day of no sun and a white ground!!!

Hmmmm...

Beautiful Gloom!

Gloomy, cold, rainy day!  Just the way I like them!  Just wish I was spending it at home instead of in the office.